February 2010
I thought I loved him.
But when he told me to forget about him, I found I could more easily than I could have guessed. It’s only been two days and my thoughts don’t stray to him when there’s a lull in the action. Already I can feel that unhealthy obsession slipping away. I’m ready to live now, and I don’t need him anymore.
January 2010
I think I’m having a panic attack. I can’t stop hyperventilating. This is too much.
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What’s on your mind?
Many things. How in the hell I’m ever going to finish all my homework, my college options, boys (of course), and my friends, among other things…
Ask me anything
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if you have anything possible or imposable what would it be
Anything? Well, right now, everything is like a bunch of cogs in a machine that are trying to run properly, but there’s one little gear missing so everything is out of balance and making a really loud “CLUNK-CLUNK” noise that’s impossible to sleep through and half the neighborhood is complaining...
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What’s the part you play when you’re all by yourself then? Your “truest?” you? =P
The truest Valerie? The real me is just a girl like any other. She has crazy dreams that will never come true, she makes mistakes more often than triumphs, she prefers to be alone, but she hopes that somewhere out there is someone to love her for all that she is.
Ask...
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If you could have the starring role in one movie what would it be?
I’ve always wanted to play Christine in the Phantom of the Opera.
Ask me anything
At least out loud
acquired-minds:
I won’t say I’m in love.
Wesley:You know what everyone…I’m gay. This may shock you but it’s true.
Me: Yo, Wesley, I’m real happy for you and imma let you finish, but Clay Aiken is one of the best gay guys of all time!
Two weird things that bug me:
When movies/TV shows play thunder and lightning at the same time. Everybody knows that thunder and lightning do NOT occur simultaneously.
And when people/movies/books talk about someone tossing and turning while asleep because of a bad dream. Dreams occur during REM sleep and during REM sleep the body is paralyzed. It really does not make sense for someone to be (using Twilight for an example)...
“I guess it’s like being a book that nobody’s reading.”
“A book?” I said.
“An old one. It’s up on a Library shelf, so you’re safe and everything, but the book hasn’t been checked out for a long, long time. All you can do is wait. Just hope somebody’ll pick it up and start reading.”
Just last week I had every reason to stay in this town. Now I have none.
I didn’t fall in love. You pushed.
I don't care if there's plenty more fish in the...
My heart is breaking. My chest is aching. I just wish there was something I could do.
The Great Debate: Gay Marriage
acquired-minds:
God it’s so hard playing devil’s advocate. cause I know most of the holes in their arguments. lol. Procreation is the reason for marriage. Marriage is religious and it would tarnish its sanctity. Bible expressly shuns homosexuality as its unnatural. It would encourage more homosexuality to propagate in society and it would be a danger to children. enjoy. there’s more holes in...
Metaphor for life.
Cynthia: I can’t believe I went out with him twice. What was I thinking?
Me: Honey, in the buffet table of life, he was just a bad hors d’oeuvre. He looked yummy, so you took a bite, only to find that he tasted disgusting so you spat him out. Later, you were still hungry so you took another bite thinking, “Maybe it’ll grow on...
What riddles dark and dim thou lov’st to speak.
Oedipus Rex to Teiresias
Today
I stood at my window and watched as, for the second year in a row, snow fell upon the antelope valley. I watched the rain turn from liquid, to mush, to full blown snow, than back to rain all day. Last night, I terrified half of my friends for half an hour by disappearing from Jack in the Box after getting annoyed. Normally, such melodrama is beneath me, but I was already in a pretty bad mood....
I use song lyrics to define my life far too much.
“That’s when she said I don’t hate you boy I just want to save you while there’s still something left to save That’s when I told her I love you girl But I’m not the answer to the questions that you still have”
Currently the story of my life.
I have a dream...that you all will have a...
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finally the weekend. my thoughts are so jumbled up…wish he would say something…anything.
Just donated to the American Red Cross to help earthquake victims in Haiti. It feels good to contribute.
"Senior year is awesome! You'll have so much fun!"
LIES!!!!
Falling Stars
skysignal:
Do you remember still the falling stars that like swift horses through the heavens raced and suddenly leaped across the hurdles of our wishes—do you recall? And we did make so many! For there were countless numbers of stars: each time we looked above we were astounded by the swiftness of their daring play, while in our hearts we felt safe and secure watching these brilliant bodies...
just compiled a list of my rituals:
sweetlittlewillow:
when i hear a nose i dont like i have to click fingernails on both my hands excessively until the tingling in my fingers goes away.
all of my steps have to be even counts. i step first with my right and then left, per every cement block. there always has to be two steps per block.
if i do something to one side of my body, i had to do it to the other (ie, crack my...
Aren't "protected tweets" a little oxymoronic?...
I danced in the shower today.
I haven’t danced in the shower in months. Could I be, dare I say it, happy?
What do you do when eveybody tells you not to do...
I'd give anything to make it better, but this is...
Am i the only person who is not...
Cos it feels like it. Graduation this. Graduation that. I’m not excited or nervous, I just can’t wait to get out of this town.
You can't be both pro-life and anti-zombie.
Just sayin’.
watching the land before time!!! =D
Pessimist vs. Optimist
Love is limited. Love is endless.
Love is complicated. Love is simple.
Love is nothing. Love is everything.
Love is fleeting. Love is forever.
Love is careful. Love is free.
Love is cautious. Love is reckless.
Love is costly. Love is priceless.
Love is reaching out and twining hands. Love is reaching out and twining souls.
Love is giving someone the power to break you. Love is trusting...
My Tumblarity is freaking me out.
Two hours ago I wasn’t in the top 50,000 blogs. Now I’m in the top 500? wtf?
Can't understand? I'll slow it down for you.
Tell me how can you sleep? How can you breathe? Baby, tell me how you love me now.